'WELCOME TO MY LIFE'

Herzlich Willkommen

"Life isn't about being old or having more problem. It's about growing to see this life from a better view coz GOD bless you more"

So...Enjoy your LIFE...


I choose to have faith, because without that I have nothing. It's the only thing that's keeping me going.

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Monday, April 6, 2009

Peace Campaign

Tak terasa kita udah memasuki masa tenang dari kampanye, atribut-atribut partai sudah mulai diturunkan (walau mgk masih ada beberapa tempat yang menyisakan atribut-atributnya). 3 hari tersisa sudah menuju pesta demokrasi di Indonesia, walau belum tahu apakah bisa memilih atau tidak karena KTPku bukan KTP Banten dan tidak ada pendataan dari pihak RT/RW setempat :( padahalkan suaraku juga berharga :D

Terima kasih buat Indonesia (partai-partai) yang sudah menjalankan kampanye damai, sehingga sampai saat ini tidak ada kerusuhan yang berarti (atau mgk aku yg kurang berita/info???). Apapun itu terima kasih buat rakyat yang semakin hari semakin cerdas sehingga kampanye dapat berlangsung dengan kondusif dan semoga Indonesia bisa mewujudkan Pemilu yang demokratis, transparan, dan aman. 

Untuk INDONESIA ku!!!

33rd Wedding Anniversary

If my dad still alive now, my parents will celebrate their 33rd wedding anniversary today 060409. Thanks God for my parents, the best that I ever had. Even my dad doesn't here right now, I know He will always in my mom heart, He will always in his daughter heart. This is a song for you, dad.

"Dance With My Father"
by Luther Vandross

Back when I was a child, before life removed all the innocence
My father would lift me high and dance with my mother and me and then
Spin me around ‘til I fell asleep
Then up the stairs he would carry me
And I knew for sure I was loved

If I could get another chance, another walk, another dance with him
I’d play a song that would never, ever end
How I’d love, love, love
To dance with my father again

When I and my mother would disagree
To get my way, I would run from her to him
He’d make me laugh just to comfort me
Then finally make me do just what my mama said
Later that night when I was asleep
He left a dollar under my sheet
Never dreamed that he would be gone from me

If I could steal one final glance, one final step, one final dance with him
I’d play a song that would never, ever end
‘Cause I’d love, love, love
To dance with my father again

Sometimes I’d listen outside her door
And I’d hear how my mother cried for him
I pray for her even more than me
I pray for her even more than me
I know I’m praying for much too much
But could you send back the only man she loved
I know you don’t do it usually
But dear Lord she’s dying
To dance with my father again
Every night I fall asleep and this is all I ever dream

Friday, April 3, 2009

Praise YOU

Cakrawala membentang
Burung-burung bernyanyi
Daun-daun menari
Angin berbisik
Ombak bergelora
MengagungkanMU


Manusia bersukacita
Manusia memuji
MengagungkanMU
Biarlah segala yang bernapas memujiMU

Paris Van Java, 311002
© Erna Megawati Manna


Thursday, April 2, 2009

I'm Done!!!

I'm tired because thinking of you
I'm tired because you always on my mind
I'm tired because you always in my dream
I'm tired because you never call me
I'm tired because waiting for you
I'm tired because ..............
I'm done with you
So...get out from my way, get out from my life

BSD City, 020409
© Erna Megawati Manna


Wednesday, April 1, 2009

Earth Hour 2009 : Results

Do you want to see the results of Earth Hour 2009??? Click this link below: don't forget to click the image to see it fade


Let's do it more often to save our earth. Let's everybody do what the best for environment, not only switch off the light for one hour but do everything which can save this earth

Tuesday, March 31, 2009

"3G ala Gue"

3G ala gue? Apaan tuch? Third-Generation Technology? Bukan, itu istilah di bidang teknologi telepon nirkabel (wireless). Lantas apa dong 3G ala gue?
Entah kenapa Senin malam kemarin, dalam tidur, gue bermimpi tentang Gold, Glory, Gospel. Hmmmm....lalu teringat kalau 3G versi ini adalah semboyan bangsa-bangsa barat saat datang ke Asia dan yang paling gue ingat adalah ini juga salah tujuannya VOC (Vereenigde Oost indische Compagnie) yang notabene belongs to Belanda :) yang ingin memonopoli perdagangan di Asia. Nggak tahu juga kenapa gue mimpi hal ini, mungkin karena impian untuk memenangkan summer course di Belanda yang diadain oleh Neso Indonesia dan Dagdigdug jadi sampai terbawa-bawa ke alam mimpi (ngareppppp banget nggak sich??? )
Apapun itu yang pasti 3G menurut gue adalah "Get up and Go for Global community ticket". Kok bisa??? Mau bergabung dengan Global community??? Get up from your dream, Go to make it happen!!!
Apa mimpimu? Sekolah di luar negeri? Ke Belanda? Why not? Ada banyak cara untuk mewujudkan mimpi, salah satunya ikutan lomba Kompetiblog :)
Kenapa harus Belanda??
Check this out:

*Tulisan ini diikutsertakan untuk Kompetiblog http://kompetiblog.studidibelanda.com/

Wednesday, March 25, 2009

Earth Hour


Switch off your light for Earth Hour

Saturday, 28 March 2009
20.30 - 21.30 WIB (Indonesia Time Zone)

Let's participate
LET'S SAVE OUR EARTH!!!

"Mari kita semua bersama-sama padamkan lampu satu jam saja dan nyalakan masa depan"

Tuesday, March 24, 2009

Bad Day

NTLDR is missing
Press Ctrl+Alt+Del to restart

Arggghhhhhh..pagi2 udah bikin BeTe...tiba-tiba monitor g menunjukkan error message seperti di atas dengan screen hitam, sempat bingung apa itu NTLDR, untuk ada om google bisa langsung nyari sekalian cara mengatasinya :D

"NTLDR is missing, Press Ctrl+Alt+Del to restart" merupakan salah satu problem pada Windows XP, ini mungkin terjadi karena ada salah satu bagian dari windows yang terhapus secara sengaja ataupun tidak disengaja, selain itu bisa juga disebabkan karena adanya perubahan setting hardisk maupun power.
Solusi yang paling banyak dilakukan adalah dengan cara menginstal ulang sistem operasi atau jika tidak ingin program-program aplikasi tidak ikut terbuang, maka dapat melakukan repair sistem operasi, yaitu:
  1. Set bios komputer, supaya first boot nya adalah CD drive (CD ROM)
  2. Masukan CD Installer Windows XP dan boot komputer
  3. Tekan sembarang tombol ketika pilihan press anykey to boot from CD, sehingga komputer akan booting dari CD, sehingga akan muncul 3 pilihan : setup, repair dan quit
  4. Tekan huruf R di keyboard untuk masuk ke Repair command line
  5. Apabila ditanyakan system mana yang mau di repair biasanya ada pilihan nomor 1 C:\Windows seperti itu pilih 1 dan enter
  6. Isi password Administrator komputer jika ada, jika tidak ada langsung enter
  7. Pastikan nama drive CD roomnya misalnya E
  8. Ketik E: [enter]
  9. Ketik CD [spasi] i386, sehingga muncul E:\i386>_
  10. Ketik Copy [spasi] NTLDR [spasi] C:\Windows [ enter]
  11. Ketik Copy [spasi] NTDETECT.COM [spasi] C:\Windows [enter]
  12. Ketik FIXBOOT [ enter], akan muncul create boot sector lalu ketik Y [enter]
  13. Ketik Exit, PC akan Restart, masuk BIOS, arahkan booting pertama dengan Hardisk
Setelah cara-cara tersebut dilakukan ternyata masih ga berhasil jg masih ada ""NTLDR is missing, Press Ctrl+Alt+Del to restart" ... arghhhh... (semoga anda tidak mengalami hal yg sama dan langsung berhasil). Karena ga berhasil terpaksa deh g repair sistem operasinya (tanpa format, sehingga program-program aplikasi tidak ikut terhapus) dan IT WORKS!!!

Kalau masih ga berhasil jg??? terpaksa deh format aja tuch drive :)

 

Monday, March 23, 2009

Yang Terbaik

Ini ada story yang bagus banget menurutku...I MISS MY DAD so much.....
Dari Chicken Soup for the Bride's Soul dari Penerbit Gramedia Pustaka Utama

This is the story :

Waktu aku kecil, Ayah selalu menidurkanku. Setelah selesai dengan dongeng pengantar tidur, ia mencium hidungku, menggelitiki perutku, dan membisikkan kata-kata terindah di telingaku.
"Michelle, di antara begitu banyak gadis cilik di seluruh dunia ini..." ia berhenti sejenak.
"Ya, Ayah?"
"Bagaimana bisa Ayah dan Ibu begitu beruntung mendapatkan yang terbaik, ya?"
Sebelum ia selesai, aku selalu bilang, "Ayah mendapatkanku!"
Lalu ia akan melanjutkan, "Gadis cilik terbaik di dunia dan kami mendapatkanmu."
"Ayah mendapatkanku!" aku berteriak dan bertepuk tangan.
"Ya, kau, Michelle, kami sungguh beruntung." Kemudian ia akan mengakhiri dengan memelukku erat-erat dan sekali lagi mencium dahiku.
Selama bertahun-tahun tak pernah terlewatkan Ayah melakukan kebiasaan itu, bahkan pada saat-saat di mana kupikir ia tak akan melakukannya. Setelah tim basketku kalah bertanding, Ayah mendatangi kamarku.
"Michelle, di antara begitu banyak pemain basket di seluruh dunia ini," ia berhenti sejenak.
"Ya, Ayah?" aku menunduk.
"Bagaimana bisa Ayah dan Ibu begitu beruntung mendapatkan yang terbaik?"
"Tidak, Ayah."
"Tentu saja kami beruntung, Michelle. Kami mendapatkanmu."
"Tapi, Ayah..."
"Ya, kau, Michelle, dan kami sungguh beruntung," katanya ceria sambil memberiku tos, disusul dengan pelukan dan ciuman di dahi.
Kupikir setelah aku remaja, ritual itu akan berakhir, ternyata tidak.
"Michelle, di antara begitu banyak remaja di seluruh dunia ini..." ia berhenti sejenak.
"Ayah, aku sudah besar," aku menghela napas.
"Bagaimana bisa Ayah dan Ibu begitu beruntung mendapatkan yang terbaik, ya?"
"Aduh, Ayah," gumamku.
"Kami mendapatkanmu, Michelle, kami sungguh beruntung," Disertai pelukan dan ciuman yang memalukan itu.
Selesai kuliah, aku bertunangan. Ayah tak pernah lupa menelepon atau meninggalkan pesan untuk mengingatkan betapa berharganya aku baginya. Bahkan aku sempat bertanya dalam hati, akankah Ayah terus melakukan itu setelah aku menikah, ternyata tidak.
Teleponnya yang setiap hari kusepelekan itu berakhir ketika kanker merenggutnya, beberapa minggu menjelang pernikahanku.
Aku sangat kehilangan saat-saat bersama Ayah. Berdiri di belakang pintu gereja sambil melingkarkan tanganku di lengan kakak laki-lakiku, aku menunggu lagu pengiring pengantin di mulai. Sebelum mulai melangkah menyusuri lorong gereja, kakakku mengeluarkan saputangan warna gading dengan sulam pita warna pink dan memberikannya padaku. Tertulis:

Di antara begitu banyak istri di seluruh dunia, bagaimana bisa Mark begitu beruntung menikahi yang terbaik? Ia menikahimy, Michelle, ia sungguh beruntung! Ayah bangga padamu, gadis cilikku.
Love,
Ayah

Aku tahu itu hadiah pernikahan terbaik yang kudapat. Yang tak akan pernah kulupakan. Ayah menghujaniku dengan hadiah setiap hari sepanjang hidupnua. Bagaimana bisa aku begitu beruntung?

Michele Marullo


What a wonderful story!!! Waktu baca cerita ini mataku berkaca-kaca, sangat merindukan saat-saat bersama papaku dan semua ritual-ritual yang biasa kami lakukan bersama dari aku kecil, simple tapi melimpah dengan kebahagiaan. Bagaimana bisa aku begitu beruntung mendapatkan Daddy seperti Julius Manna??? THANKS GOD, All I wanna do is just do the best for him!!!


Yang Terbaik Bagimu
Artist: ADA Band

Teringat masa kecilku 
Kau peluk dan kau manja 
Indahnya saat itu 
Buatku melambung 
Disisimu terngiang 
Hangat nafas segar harum tubuhmu 
Kau tuturkan segala mimpi-mimpi 
Serta harapanmu 

Kau ingin ku menjadi 
Yang terbaik bagimu 
Patuhi perintahmu 
Jauhkan godaan 
Yang mungkin kulakukan 
Dalam waktuku beranjak dewasa 
Jangan sampai membuatku 
Terbelenggu jatuh dan terinjak 

Tuhan tolonglah sampaikan 
Sejuta sayangku untuknya 
Ku terus berjanji 
Tak kan khianati pintanya 
Ayah dengarlah betapa sesungguhnya 
Ku mencintaimu 
Kan ku buktikan ku mampu penuhi maumu 

Andaikan detik itu 
Kan bergulir kembali 
Kurindukan suasana 
Basuh jiwaku 
Membahagiakan aku 
Yang haus akan kasih dan sayangmu 
Tuk wujudkan segala sesuatu 
Yang pernah terlewati

NPWP

Cihuiiiiiiiiiiii....finally punya NPWP juga, dengan iming-iming Free Fiskal LN akhirnya dengan semangat semua orang di kantor pengen buat NPWP (hihihi jujur banget sich) padahal sebagai WNI yang baik sudah seharusnya punya NPWP jangan tunggu di iming2in Free Fiskal dulu

Awalnya aku berpikir, pembuatan NPWP bakal ribet karena harus berhadapan dengan birokrasi pemerintahan (ya...you know lah maksudku). Setelah temanku mengambil formulir NPWP di kantor pajak (makaci ya Ibu Sita, kebetulan sudah ke sana), ternyata aku memerlukan keterangan domisili (karena KTPku bukan KTP BSD), surat keterangan kerja, dan fotocopy KTP.

Dari informasi Bapak Kos, aku ke rumah Pak RT untuk membuat keterangan domisili dan ajaib langsung jadi besok harinya (karena Pak RT sedang sakit hari itu jadi ditunda keesokan harinya), tanpa bayar administrasi (makaci ya Pak RT), lalu menuju rumah Pak RW untuk tanda tangan dan capnya. Selesai deh urusan domisili.

Dengan berbekal surat2 tersebut, aku ke kantor pajak untuk apply NPWP dan besoknya NPWP ku udah selesai dan langsung diambil tanpa kendala apa-apa :)

Rupanya urusan birokrasi sudah semakin membaik, kita tidak dibikin puyeng lagi. Giliran birokrasi dibuat simple, kita bertanya-tanya 'gitu aja?? kok bisa ya???', giliran dibuat ribet kita pun bertanya-tanya bahkan dengan menggerutu ... Tanya Kenapa??? 

Semoga Indonesia makin maju, urusan birokrasi makin baik tidak hanya berkaitan dengan NPWP saja tapi di semua instansi. Amiennnnnnnn

Friday, March 20, 2009

I Hate Cigarette


I hate cigarette, mungkin itu kata yang paling tepat untuk menggambarkan ketidaksukaanku akan benda tersebut (sorry buat para penikmat rokok :) ) karena menurutku tidak ada untungnya sama sekali menjadi perokok atau perokok pasif, hanya merusak kesehatan perokok dan orang-orang di sekitarnya bahkan juga merusak lingkungan. Baru aja beberapa hari lalu aku posting tentang "Bumi Makin Panas" , let's save the earth yang salah satu caranya (at least menurut aku) adalah dengan cara 'do not smoke' eh...ternyata aku baru tahu kalau ada event "Djarum Black Blog Competition", aku memutuskan untuk ikut walau akhirnya mungkin tidak akan digubris oleh penyelenggaranya karena ternyata yang mengadakan Djarum :) but I don't care.

Diluar ketidaksukaanku akan rokok ada beberapa hal yang membuatku respect terhadap Djarum misalnya sering sekali mensponsori event-event olahraga atau tayangan sport di televisi, memberikan beasiswa Djarum, adanya program televisi Black In News yang menyajikan berbagai info menarik dan yang paling keren adalah dengan mengadakan Djarum Black Innovation Award, suatu kompetisi yang merupakan ajang unjuk kebolehan menciptakan alat-alat dengan kreatifitas tingkat tinggi sehingga alat-alat tersebut berguna bagi semua orang.

Pilihan ada pada anda, mau merokok atau hidup sehat???

*Tulisan ini diikutsertakan untuk Djarum Black Blog Competition http://www.autoblackthrough.com/blogcompetition/

Wednesday, March 18, 2009

“Studi di Belanda, ticket to a global community”

Saya pribadi belum pernah berkunjung ke Eropa apalagi ke Belanda, tetapi Belanda merupakan salah satu negara tujuan utama saya untuk menggapai impian saya mengambil sekolah tingkat lanjut atau S2 di bidang Electrical Engineering. Ada banyak alasan mengapa Belanda menjadi pilihan utama saya atau mungkin orang-orang yang haus akan ilmu memilih Belanda misalnya Belanda merupakan negara non berbahasa Inggris yang pertama kali menawarkan program studi internasional atau berbahasa Inggris, itu artinya sistem pendidikan di Belanda mempermudah para pelajar dalam hal bahasa dan sudah mempersiapkan para alumninya untuk "go international" atau siap bersaing di dunia internasional. Sebagai negara yang multikultural, tentunya Belanda merupakan pintu gerbang bagi berkolaborasinya budaya-budaya di dunia apalagi bersebelahan dengan German dan Belgia serta beberapa negara tetangga lainnya, membuat para penggila traveling akan merasa "sekali mendayung, dua tiga pulau terselami". Selain teknologi dan riset yang berkembang pesat, Belanda yang juga dikenal dengan sebutan Negeri Kincir Angin dan Orange ini tentunya memiliki ikatan emosional dengan Indonesia karena mereka 'pernah ada' di Indonesia selama 3.5 abad. Wow....waktu yang sangat lama untuk dapat 'tinggal' di suatu negara.
Saya jadi ingat sejarah tentang Politik Balas Budi yang di prakarsai oleh Pieter Brooshooft dan C. Th. van Defenter, yang kemudian ditegaskan oleh Ratu Wilhelmina dengan Trias Politika. Adapun isi dari Trias Politika adalah :
  1. Irigasi (pengairan), membangun dan memperbaiki pengairan-pengairan dan bendungan untuk keperluan pertanian
  2. Emigrasi yakni mengajak penduduk untuk transmigrasi
  3. Memperluas dalam bidang pengajaran dan pendidikan (edukasi)
Terlepas dari pro dan kontra nya terhadap politik ini, Trias Politika no.3 memiliki arti penting bagi Indonesia. Mungkin dengan adanya politik ini, kita bangsa Indonesia memiliki kesempatan yang cukup banyak untuk studi di Belanda bahkan dengan beasiswa, salah satunya adalah yang sudah diprakarsai oleh NESO Indonesia. Jadi kenapa harus ragu studi di Belanda?

I LOVE ORANGE!!!

Referensi:

Tuesday, March 17, 2009

Bumi Makin Panas

Arghhhhhhhhhh…matahari makin panas aja menyinari bumi, let save our earth
1. Let’s go green
2. Save water
3. Keep clean
4. Put trash in the bin
4. Do not smoke
5. Stop illegal logging
6. Trash recycle
7. 
8.
9.


Tuesday, February 17, 2009

Marie Digby

I was fall in love with her voice since the first time I hear it in Smallville Seasons 7 Episode Wrath and Fracture, she sings Spell and Say It Again .... amazing..... then I starting to find her songs and videos, I got it!!! I love it, she is wonderful, can sing, write a song, play guitar and piano, what a wonderful talent :) I think every man who see her will say she it beautiful, so prefect right? make every girl jealous with what she's got wkwkwkw


Hereby her songs which available in her first album "Unfold" :

"Fool"

Its 3 am as I stumble over to my bed
Got a funny premonition that tomorrow's gonna be the same
But all I remember
Is how we think I heard you call my name
And your open invitation to come over for a drink or two

And though I knew too well
The true intentions of your secret smile
I couldn't stop
I couldn't tell you no
I hate to say I'm giving in to you

[Chorus:]
I wake up next to you
I went through with it
I fell in love with a fool
And I know I'm not the only one
You laid your trap pitifully obvious
But sometimes a good girl falls through
It's true, I'm not the only one
To fall in love with a fool
I fell in love with a fool

At the end of the hall
In room number 804
Lives the devil himself in his dark kept secret hell
And curiosity grew with every single following day
And I would dream, dream that you're here with me
I hate to say I'm giving in to you

[Chorus]

"Better Off Alone"

I was naive not to let you go when the time was right
I was a fool living in a dream that I thought could last
But I know that you will try to prove me wrong
But it's what I've got to do
I think you're mistaken, I'm sorry to say
I'm really just a loser who's getting in your way
I think you've forgotten, all of your plans
See you never meant to be here
And I think you should know
You're better off alone

And it's clear to me that everything has changed
Cuz nothing that we do feels the same any more
And I'll admit, I'll take the blame
Maybe we just moved too fast
And how could expect something like this to last
And I know that you will try and prove me wrong
But it's what I gotta do
I think you're mistaken, I'm sorry to say
I'm really just a loser who's getting in your way
I think you've forgotten all of your plans
See you never meant to be here and I think you should know
You're better off alone

You and I, we were standing watching us fall apart
So let me go and move along
I think you're mistaken, I'm sorry to say
I'm really just a loser who's getting in your way
I think you've forgotten all of your plans
See I never meant to be here and I think you should know
You're better off alone

Alone alone alone alone alone
Alone alone alone alone alone
Alone alone alone alone alone
Oh, you're better off alone

I think you're mistaken, I'm sorry to say
I'm really just a loser, you're better off alone

Better off alone

"Say It Again"

Thing about love, is I never saw it coming
You kinda crept up into me by surprise
And now there's a voice inside my heart that's got me wondering
Is this true? I wanna hear it one more time

Move in a little closer
Take it to a whisper
Get just a litter louder
Say it again for me
Cause I love the way it feels when you are telling me that i'm the only one who blows your mind
Say it again for me
It's like the whole world starts to listen when you tell me you're in love
Say it again

The thing about you is you know just how to get me
You talk about us like there's no end in sight
The thing about me is that I really wanna let you open the door and walk into my life

Move in a little closer
Take it to a whisper
Get just a litter louder
Say it again for me
Cause I love the way it feels when you are telling me that i'm the only one who blows your mind
Say it again for me
It's like the whole world starts to listen when you tell me you're in love

And it feels like it's the first time
That anybody's ever brought the sun without the rain
And never in my whole life
Have I heard words as beautiful as when you say my name

Say it again for me
Cause I love the way it feels when you are telling me that i'm the only one who blows your mind
Say it again for me
It's like the whole world starts to listen when you tell me you're in love

Say it again
Say it again
Say it again

Say it again
Say it again
Say it again

Say it again
Say it again
Say it again

When you tell me you're in love

Say it again

"Miss Invisible"

There's a girl
Who sits under the bleachers
Just another day eating alone
And though she smiles
There is something just hiding
And she cant find a way to relate
She just goes unnoticed
As the crowd passes by
And she'll pretend to be busy
When inside she just wants to cry
She'll say...

[Chorus]
Take a little look at the life of Miss Always Invisible
Look a little closer, I really really want you to put yourself in her shoes
Take another look at the face of Miss Always Invisible
Look a little harder and maybe then you will see why she waits for the day
When you'll ask her her name

The beginning, in the first weeks of class
She did everything to try and fit in
But the others they couldn't seem to get past all the things that mismatched on the surface
And she would close her eyes when they left and she fell down the stairs
And the more that they joked
And the more that they screamed
She retreated to where she is now
And she'll sing...

[Chorus]
Take a little look at the life of Miss Always Invisible
Look a little harder I really really want you to put yourself in her shoes
Take a little look at the face of Miss Always Invisible
Look a little closer and maybe then you will see why she waits for the day that you will ask her...her name

And one day just the same as the last
Just the days been in counting the time
Came a boy that sat under the bleachers just a little bit further behind...

"Stupid For You"

It's not everday
That I find a person quite like you
Perfect every way
I finally found the nerve to confess that it's you - that I want
I don't care if I act a fool
I would damn near beg for you !
Put aside, all my pride
So don't keep me hanging here
Cause this girl is falling stupid for you..
Stupid for you..

The proper thing to do
Is for me to act like a lady and wait
For you to make the first move
But I don't think you're getting the point
That it's you - that I want
I don't care if I act a fool
I would damn near beg for you
Put aside, all my pride
So don't keep me waiting here
Cause this girl is falling stupid for you!
Oh, oh stupid for you

Why's it always feel like I am
Chasing love when nothing's there
And here I go just making the same mistake...

I've fallen stupid for you..

"Girlfriend"

You wear, your hair
Like it's your best accessory
And I don't want to
Ever have to compete with that
I know, you'd be
Nothing but excessively sweet
Cherish me, sing to me, love me

But I can't belong
To anybody else right now
Though it is not much of an excuse
I can't belong
To anybody else when I've got
So much figuring out tod

I don't want to be a girlfriend
I don't want to talk about my feelings yea
I don't wanna be some girlfriend
I don't wanna have to explain
What I'm thinking

I go, alone
To watch stupid romance movies
And I sit, wishing
It was your arms wrapped around me and
I just deny
That all I want is a piece of you
But I guess it's true
Don't want to talk on the phone
Don't want attachments, don't wanna
Be your girlfriend..

I just can't belong
To anybody else right now
Though it is not much of an excuse
I can't belong
To anybody else when I've got
So much figuring out to do

I don't wanna be a girlfriend
I don't wanna talk about
My feelings yea
I don't wanna be a girlfriend
I don't wanna have to explain
What i'm thinking

Is it wrong for me to want you
Just for a day?
I don't want to be that kind of girl
But I can't help myself

"Traffic"

This is the third time this week
That I find myself wandering down your street - and I can't seem to give it up.
I've even stopped making these excuses for why you're stuck here in my thoughts when it's been long enough.
I try to keep myself moving, but I'm not going anywhere..

I wait in the same spot
Brain like a parking lot
You're the traffic in my head
You're the reason why i'm wrecked
I pray for it to stop
Like rain on the sidewalk
Traffic in my head
You're the traffic in my head
There's just too much to forget

Guess I should be happy now
Everything is back to how it was
Before you came around
I'm already changing
I've even tried to find a new distraction
But still you surround
As if it's not hard enough

And I try to keep myself moving but i'm not going anywhere

I wait in the same spot
Brain like a parking lot
You're the traffic in my head
You're the reason why i'm wrecked
I pray for it to stop
Like rain on the sidewalk
Traffic in my head
You're the traffic in my head
There's just too much to forget

A part of me thinks that i'm going crazy
The world's spinning
My vision is hazy
And none of this makes any sense
I never meant for this to end
I can do what I have to do..
If I could only get around you

"Voice On The Radio"

Last night I fell in love with a stranger
Behind the glass house he came walking out the backdoor
Into a crowd of screaming girls calling his name

I never saw it coming, the way a voice can make me feel
And I fear that I am falling
I should be old enough to know
Not to fall in love with the voice on the radio

So here I stand fighting what I feel for you
Torn between what reason says and how I really feel
And here I stand, wondering what to say to you
Hoping that you feel the same, the same as I do

He's in a rock band with a voice like an angel
And eyes of a raven sky
And suddenly I find myself twelve years old again
Dreaming of you

But who am I kidding to even think that you might see me
It's in the stars that girls like me
And boys like you were never meant to be

So here I stand fighting what I feel for you
Torn between what reason says and how I really feel
And here I stand, wondering what to say to you
Hoping that you feel the same, the same as I do

Would you be scared if I told you I like you
And would you run if I told you I love you

Cuz here I stand fighting what I feel for you
Torn between what reason says and how I really feel
And here I stand, wondering what to say to you
Hoping that you feel the same, the same
As I do, as I do, as I do

I never saw it coming the way a voice can make me feel
And I fear that I am falling
I should be old enough to know
Not to fall in love with the voice on the radio

"Spell"

A spotlight's shining brightly
On my face
And I can't see a thing
And yet I feel you , looking my way

An empty stage
With nothing but this girl
Who's singing this simple melody
And wearing her heart on her sleeve
And right now...

I have you
For a moment I can tell I've got you
Cause your lips don't move
And something is happening
Cause your eyes tell me the truth
I've put a spell over you.

Beauty emanates from every word that you say
And capture the deepest thoughts
In the purest and simplest of ways
But you see
I'm not that graceful like you
Nor am I as eloquent
But just a simple melody
Can change the way that you see me
And right now..

I have you
For a moment I can tell I've got you
Cause your lips don't move
And something is happening
Cause your eyes tell me the truth
I've put a spell over you..

All my life I stumble
But up here I am just perfect
Perfect as i'll ever be...

"Beauty In Walking Away"

A light shines off in the distance
A pale flickering glow
How many times do I have to dream that I could be there
The time is here and she won't be waiting for me to find the easy way out
I've lost count of the days that were wasted

There's an answer in the sound of a train
There is wisdom past the bridge on the bay
There's a lifetime through the fog, in the rain
There's a beauty in walking away

I float on the streets that are empty
Take the path that the wind only knows
Tonight is the last time that I'll ever be here

There's an answer in the sound of a train
There is wisdom past the bridge on the bay
There's a lifetime through the fog, in the rain
There's a beauty in walking away

It's never quite simple, it's never that safe
It never seems perfect until it's too late
It's never the right time to find a new way

There's an answer in the sound of a train
There is wisdom past the bridge on the bay
There's a lifetime through the fog, in the rain
There's a beauty in walking away

 "Unfold"

What I can remember
Is a lot like water
Trickling down a page
Of the most beautiful colors
I can't quite put my finger down
On the moment that I became like this

You see, I'm the bravest girl
You'll ever come to meet
Yet, I shrink down to nothing
At the thought of someone really seeing me
I think my heart is wrapped around
And tangled up in winding weeds

But, I don't wanna go on living
Being so afraid of showing
Someone else my imperfections
And even though my feet are trembling
Every word I say comes stumbling
I will bare it all
Watch me unfold
Unfold, unfold

These hands that I hold behide my back
Are bound and broken from my own doing
And I can't feel anything anymore
I need a touch to remind me
I'm still real

'Cause, I don't wanna go on living
Being so afraid of showing
Someone else my imperfections
And even though my feet are trembling
Every word I say comes stumbling
I will bare it all
Watch me unfold
Unfold, unfold

My soul
It's dying to be free
I can't live the rest of my life so guarded
It's dying to be free
It's up to me to choose
What kind of life I lead

'Cause, I don't wanna go on living
Being so afraid of showing
Someone else my imperfections
And even though my feet are trembling
Every word I say comes stumbling
I will bare it all
Watch me unfold, unfold, unfold
Unfold, unfold, unfold

I will allow someone to love me [9x]

"Umbrella"

[Rihanna cover]

You had my heart
And we'll never be a world apart
Maybe in magazines
But you'll still be my star
Baby cause in the dark
You will see shiny cars
And thats when you'll need me there
With you I'll always share
Because

When the sun shines
We shine together
Told you I'll be here forever
That I'll always be your friend
Took an oath
I'mma stick it out to the end
Now that's it rainin' more than ever
Know that we still have each other
You can stand under my umbrella
You can stand under my umbrella
Ella ella eh eh eh
Under my umbrella
Ella ella eh eh eh
Under my umbrella
Ella ella eh eh eh
Under my umbrella
Ella ella eh eh eh

Fancy things
Their never comin' in between
You're part of my entity
Here for infinity
When the war has took it's part
When the world has dealt it's cards
If the hand is hard
Together we'll mend your heart
Because

When the sun shines
We shine together
Told you I'll be here forever
That I'll always be your friend
Took an oath
I'mma stick it out to the end
Now that's it rainin' more than ever
Know that we still have each other
You can stand under my umbrella
You can stand under my

You can run into my arms
It's okay, don't be alarmed
Come into me
So gonna let the rain pour
I'll be all you need and more
Because

When the sun shines
We shine together
Told you I'll be here forever
That I'll always be your friend
Took an oath
I'mma stick it out to the end
Now that's it rainin' more than ever
Know that we still have each other
You can stand under my umbrella
You can stand under my

(Umbrella, ella ella eh eh eh)
It's rainin, rainin
Oh baby, It's rainin, rainin
(Under my umbrella, ella ella eh eh eh)
Come into me
Come into me
(Under my umbrella, ella ella eh eh eh)
It's rainin, rainin
Oh baby, it's rainin, rainin
(Under my umbrella, ella ella eh eh eh eh eh)
Come into me
Come into me

Ella ella ella eh eh eh

Under my umbrella
Ella ella eh eh eh [7x]

Monday, February 16, 2009

Not Recommended!!!

Hari Sabtu, 14 Februari 2009 kami (g, adik and kakak) ke Mall Mangga Dua untuk mencari UPS dan Mouse untuk kakak sulung g, tapi apes banget hari itu, harusnya pada hari itu orang2 lagi merayakan Valentine Days tapi yg kami dapat dari Pemilik Toko adalah luapan emosinya yang ga penting!!!! Berawal dari kemarahan dia/enci/cici/pelimik toko/majikan ke orang lain, kami yang sedang masuk ke situ untuk berbelanja UPS dan Mouse jadi ikut2an jadi korban termasuk semua penjaga tokonya (pramuniaganya)...huhhhhhhhh sebel banget pengen g tonjok aja mukenye :(

Kakak and adik g udah ga sabar pengen cabut aja langsung dari situ cuma karena g ga tega ma pramuniaganya makanya g bela2in bertahan disitu kalau ga....duhhhhhhh amit2 mending g tinggal pergi aja tuch toko masih banyak toko lain ini.
Saat UPS yang kami minta datang (mereka ambil dari toko tetangga), sebenarnya ingin di tes dulu oleh pramuniaganya tapi sama majikannya ga boleh, langsung bungkus aja katanya (dimana2 juga tiap u beli barang elektronik harus di tes kaleeeeeee!!!!!!!!!!), kemudian saat g minta Mouse nya di tes, si majikan ga mau, katanya ga usah di tes, udah pasti bisa karena setiap barang yg kami beli dari pabrik pasti jalan...walau akhirnya Mouse dites jg ma pramuniaganya..tapi kami ga diperbolehkan untuk melihatnya, alasan si majikan karena ruangan sempit dan padat...ASTAGA...ada yach penjual kayak gitu???!!!... udah gitu semua pramuniaganya kena dampratnya, barang2 yg ada disitu di banting2 (mgk si Majikan lagi kesurupan kaleee ya?? ga dapat kasih sayang hari itu dari Suaminya wkwkwkw)

Akhirnya dengan kemarahan yang tidak tertahankan lagi kakak g melempar duit ke mejanya untuk membayar UPS dan Mouse itu (masih untung g tahan kakak g untuk tidak meninggalkan toko itu karena g ga tega ma pramuniaganya)

Begitu keluar dari toko itu yang ada dari mulut g "Tobat, tobat g datang ke situ lagi, amit2, masih banyak toko lain". Pokoknya nich toko ga recommended banget lah!!!!!!!!!!! Kesan pertama begitu menyebalkan, selanjutnya terserah anda :)